EAT EAT EAT

I hate exams. Whenever I have exam, I gain weight. But, after exam I used to be normal again. But now....haiz! Wednesday at cafe cartel...thursday sakae sushi.....friday marche' & swensen's.... and sat... hmm... i got 4 appointments! hopefully can make it. at least 3. but of cos i have to eat again. haiz. got tehi's bday. bonhong's farewell. hongkees' farewell & ktv. sorry, burmese guys. i can't join u all. anyways, we are in same school so i can meet u guys at any time.

today was a gloomy day. was sad after chatting in the morning. luckily i had a lot of stuff to do, otherwise i would think of it again and again. went to school to collect cerfication letter and talk to admission office. then went to embassy to get certication letter. should go home and rest after that but i couldn't stay alone so free...haha don't know why. so went back to school again and met my juniors n joined them for dinner at marche'. so ex! n met old frens, thein toe n mee mee at marina square. haven't met them for months since after genting. hmm.... luckily they didn't say i remember them only when i'm sad and alone. ya... i need someone besides me, otherwise it's super lonely.

now, i'm really alone. will they stay be my good friends? i don't know. all my best friends and beloved are gone now. one best friend is flying soon. but the saddest thing is one is going to hate me soon.