R&D: Reality and Drama

昔の男 gave me a lot of things to ponder. Like I said previously, it's a bit funny to see the ending where the actor and actress deleted each other's numbers from their phonebook when they broke up cos they couldn't control themselves from contacting each other.

One of my friends asked me if I remembered someone's number. I didn't remember that number by heart, so my friend said "You don't really love that person." I found it quite true. Now I don't even sms to that number for years though it's still in my phonebook.

But, I've deleted another person's number since last year from my phone, but I still remember that number and am still smsing by entering the number directly (didn't even have to check it in my SIM card cos that number was saved in my old SIM card together with the msges from that number including very sweet and very bitter msg). I still remembered one msg, when I was doing my first internship, says "hope to see you online tonight" cos I was avoiding at that time. Not forgetting some jokes and wishes on special occasions. Favorite ones include "S'pore idol runne-up Sly (Xiang Long) picked up Ba Chang dropped from the table." and the new year wishes. 新年のとき　あの人が ニュイーア　ウィシを　くれた。"あなたの幸せは　私の幸せです"　と　言いたけと　おれは　あの人に　質問が一つ聞きたいよ！もし　おれの幸せは　あなたといっしょに　いるだけと　言ったら、あなたは　今の彼を忘れて　おれの傍に　いられる？

Such a silly person like me also likes to save some bitter msg saying "Try not to call me --r." Within one and a half years, I've changed my phone but these msges were still in SIM cards. But last Sat when I changed to 3G SIM card, I forgot to save the SIM card's msg & the number into my phone. :( Anyway, they are still locked in my heart and I won't open it anymore