Listen....

Happy Belated Chinese New Year to all my friends!

I haven't updated my blog often lately. Very few entries on my blog means I too busy or not sad. A lot of things happened these few days and I myself couldn't really catch up. So, why am I updating now?

After seeing my friend off at the airport yesterday, I felt a bit sad. Time flies so fast and I'll have to say good-bye to my exchange friends. Sometimes I am wondering if I quit this CCA and don't take any buddy cos the closer we are, the sadder I feel when they leave. Luckily my close friends this year are from Japan. At least I can still meet them until August. But who knows they will be too busy to live too far to meet me in Japan? 3 more weeks left to stay with you guys. Let's appreciate our remaining time together, ok? Last year, I really regretted wasting my time by not talking to my best friend for few weeks after quarreling though it was near to the end of his stay at SMU. By the way, I have to shift out from Red Hill by the end of Feb. So, those staying near me, please appreciate the time before I move out, ok? I don't know where I will stay after coming back from Japan. Maybe somewhere near here or maybe too far from Red Hill.

I went to K-box today with my ktv-freak friends :p Quite happy cos I like singing with them whose voices fall almost the same range as mine. So most of their songs are from my favorite singers like Fan Yi Chen, Kenji, etc., not to mention Lee Hom. Next time let's sing Gary's songs together. I'll practise more! Hope to sing together again. Perhaps after I come back from Japan. I was actually quite happy today cos the beginning of my sad story started from Kbox but before I start new chapter in Japan next month, the old chapter is happily closing at Kbox. I sang 'May I Love You?' again today. I think I sang this song better than last time. Perhaps I have no other intention while singing it this time. Oh, I've sung this song at K-ster bar. I was quite embarassed at that time cos people from other tables started clapping after I finished. Hope I can sing on channel U one day for everyone to listen.

Listen,

I am alone at a crossroads. I'm not at home, in my own home. And I tried and tried to say whats on my mind. You should have known. Oh, Now I'm done believing you.
You don't know what I'm feeling. I'm more than what, you made of me. I followed the voice you gave to me. But now I've gotta find, my own..

You should have listened. There is someone here inside. Someone I'd thought had died. Sooo long ago. Ohh I'm free now and my dreams to be heard. They will not be pushed aside on words into your arms. All cause you won't. Listen...

I don't know where I belong. But i'll be moving on. If you don't.... If you won't....

LISTEN!!!... To the song here in my heart. A melody I've start. But I will complete Oh, Now i'm done believing you. You dont know what I'm feeling. I'm more than what, you made of me. I followed the voice, you think you gave to me. But now I've gotta find, my own..

Thanks, Kohsuke for sharing me this Beyonce's song!!! How coincidental the lyrics are! I'm free now. I don't know where I belong but I will be moving on....

This is her live version.