Reflection of a dumped guy

Mood - blank
Song - 夜盲症 (蔡健雅)

My mind is empty. No happiness, no sorrow, no worry, no pleasure! It's totally blank now. Some said I got PMS again but I'm not pissed off nor angry. Perhaps I suffered from emotional burnout so much that I have no more hormones which makes my brain feel anything. It's almost one year that I got insomnia. Hope I can be normal again very soon. Really sorry to my friends and Icon. I really have no mood to do anything.

I watched "Re-cycle" by Lee Sin Je. Her character in this movie is an author of love story. The story is based on when she starts writing about super natural things. She experiences whatever she writes on the paper but dumped into the dust bin. What she writes really happens in another world, a place for the abandoned. Although not as realisitic as the Eye, Re-cycle made me understand the feeling of the abandoned people and things. I feel very sorry for those that are dumped especially aborted foetus, dead people who are not worshipped by their relatives for so long, not forgetting the dumped toys, ghost town and deserted places. She in fact met her daugher in the abandoned world who was aborted while she was a foetus. She told her mum that although peole don't want them and dump them, they have to grow in this world. The aborted foetus becomes human by themselves.



The movie wasn't that scary. In fact, I was reflecting the message they were conveying. I think the movie is trying to tell those who are abandoned by someone not to give up. Yes, they have to live and try to survive in another world. They cannot always be angry at those who has dumped them. Since dumped already, what else can they do to go back and become normal? They have to survive in the new world, otherwise they'll be vanished one day like in the movie. Don't cling to those who hve dumped you!

Things are very hard to be fixed once broken, aren't they? But, should they be dumped just because they cannot be fixed anymore? Well... can't they be recycled and kept as a different thing which might be of use to them in some way? Once dump someone or something, we cannot get it back. Although replacement is possible, can the new person or thing give the feeling that the abandoned one has given to us before? Can we also have the same feeling to the new one as the dumped one while it was in use? Are human beings selfish? While they need, they will keep the new one as a replacement even though they won't like it as much as the old one. Once fed up, the new one will be dumped one day and it will be ven worse than the first. So whenever one wants to dump onething, he should think if it is fair to the one that is going to be dumped and the new replacement that might be cheated and dumped one day.