愛瘋了

Mood - Sleepy
Song - 愛瘋了<戴佩妮>

So late did I sleep yesterday blogging 17th Golden Melody Award, that I was very sleepy whole day and nothing in mind to blog today. When I looked at the winners, Penny is worth mentioning in my blog too. So, I decidd to share her award winning song - 愛瘋了 (Crazy in Love)



Actually I listened to this song more than Lee Hom's last album. In fact, 愛瘋了is one of the only few songs saved in my hand phone with only 42 MB of memory and the only song that I didn't delete at all. It's been my best companion last year especially around this time when I was so lonely. The lyric is very nice and touchy (at least to me). No wonder she won the best composer award for this song. I really like the part "I loved you crazily...so crazily that I didn't even realize I hurt myself and I gave my responsibility to take care of myself."

This is the lyric for the whole song. Who else should deserve to be the winner except Penny?

愛瘋了

不敢問　卻一直想問　你心裡藏著什麼人
不敢猜　卻一直想猜　若回去有沒有可能
我不夠完整　你給的從來不夠完整
連一個語氣都無法確認　這種缺乏是什麼象徵

不開燈　我不要開燈　我身邊容不下別的人
不鎖門　我不要鎖門　你回來是一種可能
我那麼的認真　去思考你對我的認真
過程是多麼傷人　而結論始終是疑問

我愛瘋了　我瘋到自己痛也不曉得
放棄了保護自己的責任　放棄了抵抗脆弱的天份
我不管了　我不管這傷口能不能癒合
選擇了你也許是錯的人　選擇包容了你的不安分
我尊重我的選擇　我想我瘋了

Listening to this song, I remembered Hetty who sings a lot of Penny's songs at ktv. She's the only one I met who could sing Penny's song well except Karen. But, Hetty is better for Penny's and Fish's songs whereas Karen is the diva for Stefanie's songs.